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10/15/03
My father
defined the nature of our relationship during introductions to my
Mate in the late 1990’s. He intoned, “Our family is Good
Episcopalian Republican...and we don’t know whatever happened
to Mike.”
Over the
years, I made several attempts to communicate the nature of my malady.
The first of which occurred shortly after my initial NDE in 1972
wherein I tried, unsuccessfully, to explain how an otherworldly
event had occurred which changed my life. From my background, the benchmark remedy
threatened institutionalization for any who would suggest they’d
had some something occur wherein they’d died...had their life
flash in front of their eyes...gone into a LIGHT...and found LOVING
LOVE is the essence of LIFE. Frankly, it didn’t go over
very well.
Yet, like
ol’ Stevie King says, “No Bounce...No Play.”
So I tried...on several occasions and, rather than sending my father
a generic birthday card for his 80th birthday, I figured to forward
him a copy of my previous narrative. His response, resulting in
a further exchange, came shortly thereafter and speaks for itself.
Until after
his death, we never spoke of it again.
INTEND INTENT
LOVE LOVE
M
The EMERALD DRAGON
For
my father's 79th birthday I decided to forward a copy of my writings
regarding the NDE that took place in the South Utah Desert in
1987. In reply, a short handwritten note appeared in the
mail on Saturday, November 22nd, 1997. It reads:
From
the desk of
ROBERT L. ROUEN, M. D.
1209 Harrison St
P. O. Box 981
Elkhart,
Indiana 46515
Telephone
294-1412
______________________________________________________
Dear Mike,
The copy of your experience
arrived on 11/17.
You were correct. I enjoyed reading
it much more than a card.
I must confess that I did
not understand a goodly portion of what you were saying. I can,
of course, appreciate the suffering you endured and I know you were
thrilled to be rescued but in between I didn't quite follow the
"Crystal", "Electro magnetism" and the like.
Perhaps some time in the future you and I can sit down and discuss
it.
Again let me thank you again
for remembering me. Incidentally this one wasn't too bad, but next
year? 80!!
Love, Dad
P.S. Incidentally the closest
I have come to "White Light Beings"
was the nurses on awakening from general anesthetic. The same? Who
knows?
Dad
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I responded
to my father's message, including an emailer discussing my opposition
to current rules governing medicinal cannabis legislation and the
difficulties I'd had with the Law regarding my recent Trials and
Tribulations.
I paper clipped
my own handwritten remark to this particular letter which reads:
"Confidentially, Dad, I was a
bit concerned about Mom during that period and figured if the time
should ever come when she needed it, I'd have it for her, as well.
Love M."
This sidebar
was the result of my mother's recent medical diagnosis of a cancerous
growth and indicative of my intent to "supply her" with
cannabis should she request it. Once again, things hadn't
gone exactly as planned.
I enclosed
an issue of Marcel Vogel's Psychic Research Newsletter's... listed
Vol.5 No.3 May-June. 1988. The lead article is entitled, CRYSTALS
AND THE QUANTUM EFFECT.
Additionally, I added a mimeograph of the front/back cover, author
credits and Bibliography from the book by Walter C. Rawls and Albert
Roy Davis entitled, MAGNETISM and its Effects on the Living
System.
11.22.97
Dad
A more in
depth discussion of certain events heralding my arrival in the Desert
is required. As such, I will discuss with you the Intent
that drew me there and the reasoning behind what appears on the
surface as some manner of peculiar anomaly with a very strange cast
of characters. By the time this "crystal thing"
occurred, there were at least 15 people at the crash site.
All had opportunity to bear witness to what transpired and it would
really be incomplete were it not included in the record.
I appreciate
your candid response, Dad.
It allows insight into difficulties future readers might
encounter and ought be remedied right now. Prior to the Desert
experience, I had already become quite intrigued by a scientific
genius named Dr. Marcel Vogel (see enclosure). He was a Noble Prize winner, wrote award
winning books on luminescence, was widely published in Scientific
Journals, and employed by IBM for decades. Further, Dr. Vogel holds more patents than anyone else in the
history of that company. I
was heading toward Dr. Vogel's headquarters in San Jose California
to discuss his findings and Intended to go from there to Hopi Land
in northern Arizona. Things didn't quite go as planned.
Dr. Vogel
was a uniquely talented Soul.
A genius on par with Edison, Einstein, or Tesla, Vogel retired
from IBM to dedicate his remaining years to researching the utilization
of crystals by means of human bioelectrical interactivity.
Using an electron microscope, he discovered each crystalline structure
has a growth axis (the C axis) and by fashioning a stone with the
same precision as a diamond cutter, he could geometrically accelerate
it's potential to amplify an electrical charge...even if the charge
were as subtle as the bioelectrical current accompanying the synapse
of a thought.
The understanding
of Dr. Vogel’s concepts is revolutionary and any time spent
researching his scientific findings is well worth the effort. This is especially true should one take into consideration
virtually all forms of communication devices are based on the silicon
chip (computers, telephones, TV, radar, radio, etc.). Remembering the human body is an "electrical device,"
imagine the evolutionary leap that might occur should a merger between
Man and Mineral Kingdom take place. Further, what if this
"communion" results in an exponential enhancement, a synthesis
the likes of which having never before been seen, because once you
begin "interfacing"(talking-inputing-programming matrixing)
one stone, it only Stands to Reason "it" could be programmed
to "talk" (communion-exchange codings-transfer information)
with "other" stones.
As Dr. Vogel was fond of saying, "When one crystal starts
to ring, they all ring." We are talking about something as primal
as Fire, Dad, and Marcel Vogel has held the Flame.
A trademarked
Vogel Cut Crystal is selected and fashioned in such a manner as
to allow this level of interface.
Depending upon the specific geometric configuration of the
stone as it is cut along the C axis, the expansive applications
of this new branch of Science staggers the intellect and gives Wing
to Imagination.
I became interested
in Vogel's work for a number of reasons.
Not the least of which being the very best microphones utilize
different quality and configurations of crystal chips.
Before my departure for the Desert, I had forwarded the Hearing
Helper notes and concepts to Sharper Image Corporation, including
a strong recommendation the prototype and product itself use Crown
Microphones which are shaped (configured) in a superior fashion.
I'd hoped if Sharper Image accepted the Hearing Helper, our
hometown of Elkhart would benefit from my efforts should Crown Corporation
receive the subcontract for the development and manufacturing of
this vital part for the affordable hearing aid device.
In my research
(legwork) to acquire insight regarding future enhancement that may
be derived from reshaping a microphone for the Hearing Helper, I
came upon Vogel's research and scientific investigations into crystal
technology, reviewed his illustrious credentials, and studied what
this Man had to say. It
made perfect sense. I purchased one of his specially cut crystals
to "test" his claims.
Successfully doing so, I realized Dr. Vogel's research would
affect the microphones of the future and desired personal conversations
with him regarding continued development of the Hearing Helper.
Unfortunately, this Great Man died a few years ago and I never did
get an opportunity to meet him personally, yet I had this crystal
(configured by Dr. Vogel) during the Desert Incident.
We've all
heard visionaries from the past pose at some point in the future
it would be unnecessary to type on one's keyboard to interface with
their computer and the only requirement would be to tell it what
one intended accomplished...they were scoffed at. Yet, we both know that time has arrived,
and computer hardware-software in this area have currently been
developed for commercial use. The next generation of computer
interface will be by thinking the words and it is Dr. Vogel's research
regarding accentuation-amplification of quartz by specific C Axis
cutting procedure and configuration that will allow for this neuroelectrical
integration.
Crystals of
this nature are capable of storing vast amounts of information because
they cater to Holographs. Now, a Holograph is a picture, and a picture
is "worth a thousand words." This being true, it only stands to reason their Storage Capacity
may be likened to "How many angels can fit on the head of a
pin?" A visionary
might suggest if Vogel's assertion "Once one crystal begins
to ring, they all ring" is True, then it would be possible
to impregnate a specially configured Stone with all the data necessary
to actually "Seed a Planet" if the celestial body in question
had a substantial enough quartz content to start the chain reactive
process of the Crystals Singing. A visionary might also counsel with this capability comes Galactic
Colonization and, if so, one wonders, "Where's the Landlord?"
It has been proposed to me "White Light Beings"
are Emissaries from such Intergalactically far flung corridor of
this or some other dimension in the many rooms of Our Heavenly Father's
Mansion. Yet, not unlike Butch and Sundance, it does make me smile when
I hear myself saying, "Who Are Those Guys?"
I would be
remiss were I not to mention the Crystal I was handed in the Desert
wasn't a Vogel Cut Stone. Instead, it was one of the first naturally
occurring crystals I could actually hold in my hand and "feel"
immediately comfortable and at peace with. I named it the Hopi
Crystal myself because I have always been inspired by the manner
in which these Honorable People have so cherished the Earth.
I'd carry that Stone with me everywhere I'd go. At night,
it would be nestled in between two Vogel Cut Masterpieces I possess. One of these is a 6-sided Meditation Crystal,
the other an 8-sided Healer.
I could Imagine a harmonically resonant group chorus as they
touched one another "ringing and singing" their silent
songs. In addition, I have another Vogel Cut
Crystal fashioned in a pendant and worn on a necklace. In fact, I wear this Crystal Medallion
today just as I wore it throughout the entirety of the ordeal in
the Desert...on my chest, next to my Heart.
Unfortunately,
wearing a crystal or showing an interest in this field is minimized
by charlatans who promise to channel entities from The Great Beyond,
guarantee you'll win the lottery, and last, but not least, finally
find your soul mate. Unfortunately, these exaggerated claims (for "only $19.95,
plus shipping and handling") have cheapened and placed pallor
over the existing scientific strides.
Some folks who otherwise might be interested in hearing the
Real Story have been turned off altogether by this kind of go for
the buck sales pitch. Yet,
I take Heart as I Surf the Internet and chat with so many different
Souls from around the planet who have grasped these concepts and
apply them in their daily lives. Literally hundreds of well researched
and maintained Web Sites may be found and interactively forumed. I like that...I like that a lot.
The scientifically reproducible evidence of Dr. Vogel's rich body
of work Stands on it's own and is a fitting testimonial for this
brilliant scientist who contributed so much to our world.
Another science
oriented kinda guy I’ve met along the way is Walter Rawls
(see enclosure). Walter and Marcel shared a speaker's platform
in the early 70's at some scientific seminar reviewing the works
of Nikoli Tesla. Perhaps
because Walter is also a Nobel Nominee, I find both of their levels
of scientific achievement and intellectual stimulation to be most
similar and satisfying. Walter's corporation, Biomagnetics
Int'l, holds some 40 + patents in the evolving field of Magnetism
and it's effects on the Living System.
Some of his company's reproducible and revolutionary processes
are currently contracted by the United Nations in Eastern Europe
for toxic waste removal. Department of Defense and EPA contracts
are pending the beginning of these procedures in the United States.
Walter's company
builds magnets unlike anything that has ever existed in the history
of the planet. I’d wondered as to the unique properties
of these special magnets and if proper application might aid in
physical healing or the creation of an upgraded speaker-microphone
array for future enhancement of the Listenaider-Hearing Helper. After reading several of Walter's books I gave him a call.
That's an
interesting little story you relate about "white light beings"
as nurses upon awakening from general anesthetic. I have my own
and it goes like so.
I was deposited
in a clinic with no bone surgeon after being driven in from the
Outlands and the closest specialist amounted to more road time for
me in the back of an ambulance (which felt to be a motorized coffin)
up north in Provo. The first three days after my initial surgery,
I was conscious a total of 5-10 minutes. It was the second time, on the second
day, the experience occurred in which I'll address now.
I regained
awareness realizing some something was terribly wrong.
I couldn't breathe and was sinking fast.
I opened my eyes and found myself looking from the vantage
point anyone acquires when they’re in ICU (i.e. nurses and
technicians, clean sheets, electronic monitoring devices and IV's
stickin' in my arm). I was swathed in rib belts which tried
to keep the fractures put and had a cast from toes to testicles.
My head was propped in a way allowing me a view towards the
foot of my hospital bed where I could see two nurses (a male and
a female), who were, as you mentioned, all dressed up in white.
AND...something was wrong; I couldn't breathe.
I was paralyzed
and far too weak to move.
The two nurses were reviewing my chart and had taken their
attention off me for the moment. I had begun to vomit while in my coma
like state of unconsciousness, and, not having the strength to purge
it from my mouth, was drowning.
By the time I came back into active awareness my mouth was
full, windpipe beginning to fill up, and I was literally suffocating
on the stuff. I didn't have the energy to cry out for help, Florence and
Nightingale continued reading my med chart, and your blue-eyed boy
was goin' down.
I knew I only
had moments before I was to, once again, lose consciousness.
At the most, I was so close to the brink I awared no more
than three seconds were allotted me to figure out a way to save
my own life, because it was taking all the strength I had to keep
anymore vomit from dropping down my windpipe and into my lungs.
Something
to think about.
For example,
what would you have done?
Think fast Dad, ya only got to the count of three...1 steam
engine...2 steam engine...3 steam engine...end of line...your dead.
It occurred
to me I had to get the attention of Flo and Nighty, who diligently
continued to pore over the med charts, and quick thinkin' seemed
like a good idea to me. In a flash, I found the solution, and
it was as simple as takin' it like a Man and doing what I had to
do to survive...I began to gargle.
Not a very
pretty picture is it?
Yet it worked.
Frankly, it
was kinda comic the panic stricken way my two "little light
beings" tossed the med charts and scrambled to my rescue.
It was the female of the two who heard me.
Her first words were, "My God, he's thrown up,"
and I knew the ball was now in their court, because I'd shot my
wad and had already began my journey back into unconsciousness.
My final observations
were of Nighty (the male nurse) on my left, who had grabbed my head
and was holding it to the right, where Flo was waiting for him to
quit shaking the bowl of puke out of my mouth so she could go at
it with her fingers. The last I recall before the lights went
out and I left physical consciousness altogether, was a hand being
shoved down my throat and fingers scrapping, then pulling the remainder
of goop lodged in my windpipe.
I tentatively relaxed, felt the first rush of clean air sweep
into my lungs, returned it with a sigh, and was released from my
earthly bonds.
And sooo..............HERE
we are, the two of us, RIGHT NOW.
There is nothing
said within these pages I don't know as the Truth. Ya see,
I never wanted to Be merely right, Dad, I've wanted to Be Truthful
and Bless the INTENT that would INTEND it so.
And, the Truth Is…LIGHT BEINGS are a Reality.
They exist. I have
Communioned and most certainly have paid my dues in gettin' there
in order to acquire this little tidbit of information.
I appreciate
the fact I have endured to share it with you... KNOW LOVE RESTS
IN THE HEART OF THE LIGHT.
LOVE LOVE
M
MJR 1997
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