3/27/04
Eight Years After
My decision to write a book about my NDE’s
did not come easily. It wasn’t until 1996 I figured it
was time and, ever since, it’s hovered at the forefront
of my mind, forcing levels of self reflection that would
have been far easier left alone.
True, it’s been a productive journey and has
coerced me to scan my life’s history in ways I, otherwise,
never would, but there’s been a price. Years have come and gone with hundreds
of pages which, eventually, were tossed in a folder marked,
“Now what?”
There’s never seemed a moment where I’ve
been able to encapsulate the subject because it’s
unending...no sooner does one door close, then another opens.
My proclivity toward detail has produced a lotta
word product, but that ain’t puttin’ bread on
the table and I’ve longed for the day I could get
a sense of closure and feel, “OK, Sport, ya gave it
your best shot, told it the way it happened and, take it
or leave, it’s outta your hands...you can focus on
other stuff, now.” That time has, at long last, arrived.
Just yesterday, it occurred to me how to link my
thoughts regarding the NDE in an order that would satisfy
the basics of offering my two bits worth and, hopefully,
within a couple weeks I’ll have the website finished
enough for me to move on.
Strangely, what appears doesn’t look a lot
like a book to me. It seems more skeletal, whereas the “Now What?”
file fleshes out the blood and gut memoirs.
The NDE isn’t about personality, it’s
about a whole lot more then THAT.
It’s the Story of Soul.
Those who’ve gone beyond their own death and
returned are regular folks who can never be the same, because
they now KNOW something based on direct personal experience
that has less to do with faith, hope or belief...and more
to do with what it is Real.
Dealing with what to do with it afterwards, varies
from individual to individual. However, I think all would agree, “There ain’t
no lines on the front line, ‘cause the front line
is a circle.”
With that said, I’ve decided to start blogging.
LOVE LOVE
M
